hmm...going to talk myself again...
talking to my heart..
and this is only one who can hear
what i wanna talk,what i think
n everything.....
feel so lonely...
hate being lonely..
looks like i do not belong to some1..
really alone rite now...
jus hoping that he will neva leave me..
neva leave me for only one second..
and more than dat...
sometimes, being honest will destroy our believe..
but being cheater will make us
hated by people....
i hate being myself.....
looking for another advantage..
envy wif anyone advantage, beauty,
n sumthing like dat...
i love to see them..
but it will make me
feel so humilty...
i wish i were perfect..
but no one can be perfect
as long as they are
created by Allah....

and now....

i really miss my besfren...

he gave me much2 more great moment..

i miss u..

really miss u..

hoping that the great moment will jus come

n pass by without disturbing anyone..

i really2 miss all dat moment awk....

plz listen to me..

dun noe how to tell u..

but really want someone to talk to..

u r da only one among my frenz i'm thinking about.....

miss our great moment...

awkkkkkk... :((((

Feel not good today!!i love him..i miss him..but...y he cannot fulfill my request..only 4 a while...is that such a difficult thing to do???juz open ur lappy and open ur WC...really2 wanna c u...how could u...i'm not asking u to come and see me here..rite now come and see me..only one request!plz open ur WC lappy..miss u so much...if this request u felt really annoying..never mind..diz is my last request..this is my only first and last to ask all dat..tenkiu so much..tenkiu 4 being so kindness n honest to say its really hard to open it..and u will juz open it 2morrow..i dun need it tomorrow..i need it now!!can u juz plz fulfill it???n my heart is really2 broken

my mood : upset + sadness!!:((((((

(broken english)

RANDOM PITCHA WHILE DOING SURVEY!!YEAH!

kuliah 'survey'

(nk g survey pon de kuliah!aiyark!!)

ni ondaway nk g tempat 'survey'

makan time..yeah!!

ni tgh semangat mmbra nk g cr duet!!

ni dh dkt time2 akhir b4 pulang!

P/S:bagi yang xde gmbr di sini, sory coz aku xde simpanan gmbr kite bersama..huk3

many many many works to do!!!!!

dun noe to start which one first....

hmm..studio, gis, bel, planning theory...

dis is all my works 4 dis weeks..

leteyh.....sadness!!!!

mau jumpa kekasih hati...

mau jumpa jantung hati...

mau jumpa pengarang jantung...

mau jumpa!mau jumpa!mau jumpa!!!

rindu sume org!semoga dpt menyiapkan kerja2 kerja ku dengan lancar..

semoga tiada lagi yang mengganggu emosi..

semoga ari2 ku ceria selalu..!!!

INDUKSI!!!INDUKSI!!!

Minggu suai kenal sbb dh jd student baru kat kwsn yg baru....

tenkiu cnior coz sudi2 nk knl ngn kitorg yer..hehe.. :)

emm.....letey2...letey sgt2....

dh beberpa ari kurg tdo...

kalo xde induksi kan leh tdo...huhu..

esok lak ade program pemantapan....

aduhai bz sungguh!asgmnt xsiap ag..

.tp sempat lak aku dok ngarang kat cni eh?hehehe..

.hmm....pape pon norshafiqa hazwani selamat menempuhi alam baru!!!

BAU3!!!

Aku BAU!!! AKU BAU!! AKU BAU!!!

Then aku tertanya kat mane aku penah bau tu!!

haish!xingt la......

aku cube ingt lg.....ingt lg...dan ingt lg!!

akhirnye aku ingt jugak!!perfume yg die bg!!!

rindunye kat bau tu....

walaupun bau die agak2 kasar aku tetap suke...

sbb...org bg..free kan...huhu....

xsure jenama perfume tu....

kalo boleh nak bau lg...nk pakai lg...

tp sume tu kenangan....:(

tp xpe..

kenangan yg sukar dilupakan adalah perlu dalam hidup supaya hidup ade warnanya yg tersendiri.... :))

semoga kenangan ini sentiasa di fikiran hua n ana!!!hehehe

selamat belajar bahasa arab!

masaalqhair!!!jwbnye...

masaaannur!!hehe

(selamat petang)

DILEMA CINTA -UNGU

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inikah cara membalas

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tak ada satupun perasaan

yang mampu membuatku begitu terluka

namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu

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begitu terlalu indah perasaan itu

tak mudah untukku jauh darimu

telah kucoba segala cara

tuk bahagiakan kamu merebut hatimu

namun tak semudah yang ku bayangkan

bila kau tak inginkan ku tuk disisimu

tak pernah kurasakan sebelumnya

menginginkan dirinya hingga ku tak kuasa

meyakini hatiku bahwa ku mampu berlalu

salam.....to all of u...dh lame kan aku xmenyibukkan diri aku menulis di sini...becoz im having a good day...

alhamdulillah bcoz otak ni x messy sgt ngan mende2 yg xpatut de dlm otak ni...huhu...first week dh dpt banyak2 asgment..huhu...but still not doing one of them..haha...sory sir n madam...ill o it afta dis yeah... :) ...emm...dis sem xbez sgt coz have to separate wif my all gud frenz..xleh nk memekak lg dlm kls as usually...miss dat time..but still have da time to memekak at kolej anggerik..hehe..still have time to lepak sesame, mkn sesame n sewaktu dengannya..tp yg xbeznye dis sem bile bermasam muka ngan sum1...really hate that..but....i dun noe wat to do la...let bygone be bygone..but when sudah terhiris sudah tentula terasa pedihnya kan....

nape nk jd mcm org len...nape kna jd sum1 yg begitu annoying! plz la jd mcm dulu blk...xkemana pon la ngn perangai tu...hmm....have a bez frens in same sex is da bes than boys i think...kite leh tgk de changes..truk...truk sgt2...dh jd cam xbez la bile msam2 cmtu..dh x as sweet as candies dah..huhu...btw, lantak die la ngan idop baru die...yg penting aku bhgia ngan hidup aku skang ni..huhu

now....aku dh bhgia dengan hidup aku beside him....sgt memahami diri aku yg kerdil ni...yg kdg2 menyakitkan ati die...so sorry to HIM....hope dis is my last serious relationship....no more..tired with all dat...to x besfren, glad to hear ur gud news...congrates! hope ur life berbunga2 n berwarna warni afta dis....jgn tension2....be a gud person n dun forget me at all...still remember our gud moment..remember that.... :)

finally.....im at uitm shah alam.....new environment..new frenz....and everything are new....

hmmm.....talking bout new environment..act, theres nothing change than uitm perak last year...i still have to do da same thing..walking to class....ouch!so tired to climb da 'BUKIT'...only god knows how tired am i...huhu...btw, thanks to Allah coz giving me dis opportunity to further my study...n to all my frenz who did not further their stdy, i will miss our special moment especially when we're having good time together...love u all....